10 - Big Shirt Christmas Sequence (June 21)
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So today I'm thinking about working with the freeze frame or the frame hold and potentially composing an entire video of just frame holes and doing that in Premiere and musically thinking about the musical or sonic equivalent of a frame hold freeze frame. So in the original home video, uh, my sister Olivia is singing maybe from Annie the movie.
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So I'm, I found I downloaded a couple versions of that song from the Motion picture soundtrack and from the Broadway soundtrack, and I'm going to use it as a sample to make a beat and see where that goes. I'm also going to screen record part of my screen and to show what I'm doing when I'm making this beat and I'm going to hold off on working with the video.
00:01:23:04 - 00:02:04:11
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I'm just going to use the make the audio, make a track potentially using some audio samples from the original video. But I'm not going to work yet with the video. It's actually my sister Dylan, who is singing maybe in the original home video, not Olivia. So I'm trying to record some lyrics, just like little poems, raps that I wrote, but also a transcription of the poem about Dad's medicine read aloud in this video on Christmas Eve.
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Christmas Eve. I might try to just take that sample of her reading the poem and make it a rap and try to play with it. So that sounds like a wrap.
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So after I made the song and composed it into different sections like two, two main sections that are different have different energies that then sort of come together at the very end after making all of the musical bits and the audio. I then went in and edited the video within Ableton, so I kept the original video mostly intact, especially at the beginning.
00:02:57:00 - 00:03:47:19
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But then toward the end I started cutting in certain video bits at like on the downbeat so that there is more thinking between the audio and the visual. I also included in the musical elements part of the audio from the original video. So occasionally the audio from the original video will appear or will sound within the song and those bits sync up the most in terms of you're hearing what you're watching on the screen.
00:03:48:18 - 00:04:27:03
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So after I did all of that editing in Ableton, so editing both audio and visual stuff in Ableton, I exported the video and the soundtrack and brought it into Premiere Pro, where I wanted to combine it with a screen recording that I took of me making this track in Ableton, which includes going into Spotify and iTunes and downloading music and going on the Internet.
00:04:27:03 - 00:05:04:14
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So I wanted to include that screen recording somehow. So it's about 2 hours worth of a screen recording of me of the process of making this whole thing. So what I did is I brought that screen recording in to premiere and place it on top of the original video that's been edited and just based on formatting the screen recording showed up as a smaller square on top of the larger square of the home video.
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And I like that look. And then I started to just cut the screen recording at different bits where I wanted the home video to show through without the overlay of the screen recording. I also condensed the screen recordings down to the length of the home video. Edit So from 2 hours down to say, five and a half minutes, 6 minutes.
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So it's sped up and it's showing that process over a compacted amount of time. In doing this, I was playing with this idea of the process or the method sort of getting in the way of the final product. So it's obscure bringing the final product in. And in ways here it's obvious because you have the actual box of the screen recording that's obscuring the finished product, the finished video edit.
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So playing around with that idea, the process getting in the way in the process, kind of ruining the effect, the immersion of watching the final video, edit you can't quite get into it. And then the on and off of the screen recording, showing over the the home video. So sometimes it's there and sometimes it's not. And sometimes I let you see the full video and sometimes you can only see the edges.
00:06:59:00 - 00:07:49:18
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And so there's this this blocking effect that I find happens a lot with memory where you remember only certain bits. You can only visualize certain elements of a place, but not the whole picture. So you only have part of the frame, which is in itself part of the full picture, if you will. While watching it back after I finished making it, I was thinking about the discussion with Annika ah, to our last tutorial in which we talked about the themes of American capitalism and going beyond that materialism.
00:07:49:18 - 00:08:35:23
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And I think this video touches upon that because it's of Christmas. So we're, you know, excited to open gifts that Santa supposedly brought to us. Um, there's one piece where Maddison is showing off a watch. I think it's a like a g-shock or a baby G watch that she had received for Christmas. So there's this presentation of, of gifts, of things, of material, things that seem to bring us happiness.
00:08:36:19 - 00:09:49:01
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Um, and that, that theme of that sort of Americanness, I think, comes through, uh, especially in this project. I was also thinking about the connection between the film and the story of Annie the Orphan, and this video which features my sister Dylan singing songs from that movie and the music itself features a few samples from the track, maybe from the movie and the Broadway play and there's this kind of weird connection, or almost like Paradox of us seemingly happy kids and a happy family with parents, albeit, you know, both divorced parents and step parents.
00:09:50:05 - 00:10:41:16
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The connection between that and Annie as an orphan and and singing about the song maybe is Annie singing about her parents maybe coming back for her and she's wondering what they're doing, what they're into. She's imagining their life and imagining why they would have left her in an orphanage. So there's this eerie to use and of course, term relevance of being an orphan, but also having two parents and two sets of parents at that.
00:10:42:06 - 00:11:39:20
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So a whole extra family that an orphan would have. I like the play between this happy sounding song and this happy looking scene of Christmas and dancing and vacation holiday. Between that and the sadness of the song, maybe there's there's a tension there that is maybe exists below the surface. And the last few lines of maybe from Annie are so maybe now this prayer is the last one of its kind.
00:11:40:05 - 00:12:29:19
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Won't you please come get your baby and the orphans are singing? Maybe. And so there's this plea and this wish and this hope. And of the lyrics of the song that are mixed in with the home video scene that has a different feel to it. But there's somehow there's a connection there and somehow there's this feeling of that children have of, you know, being alone and wondering where their parents are when they're not together.
00:12:31:05 - 00:13:16:14
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And there's this this longing that I think becomes a part of this project. And I think the last shot of my stepsister, Dylan, kind of staring off into the distance while my sister Maddison reads a poem about hearts, is a good distillation of those feelings, and also the camerawork from my stepmom of like the slow pulling away and the slow zooming away to kind of and and wrap up this this video.
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And one last thing. The the lyric that I sing that I bring into the track is me sort of half singing, half speaking, half rapping. Santa slips his fat ass down the slim chimney with a bag of blank that the parents worked for. So in that, I think what I was trying to express are what came through while making this song is, you know, this illusion of Santa that we at that age still believed in.
00:14:05:07 - 00:14:48:12
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And and the, you know, the recognition that all these gifts were coming from our parents who worked to earn the money to buy them and always gave us so many presence at Christmas. And there's this also this imagining of Santa trying to come down such a slim chimney, which feels so ridiculous as an adult, yet so plausible as a child.
00:14:50:07 - 00:15:23:05
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So I think what I was playing with with those lyrics is kind of this yeah, the maybe the illusion of Christmas of Santa, but also that the imagination of children behind all of that is sort of the hard work of parents to maintain the illusion and to afford the gifts and yeah.